42401's Journals on Buzznet http://42401.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us <![CDATA[Tears....]]> http://42401.buzznet.com/user/journal/2495191/ How does it feel when your tears freeze? Crying your eyes out...he feels no shame. You wish you could gather your tears...to dround him in him in them...testing his fears. Tears will help you learn and grow, your better off to let them flow. You let yourself smile and feel alive...but when it drops, when you cry...your walls come crashing down. If you could only read my mind, your face would pour tears. "You don't know me! you've never seen my tears!" What you see what you hear...you don't know me. Tell me...Tell me No smile is more beautiful then the one that struggled through the tears...but you can't...NO feeling. Everyday I cried cause you weren't here...your never here for everytime I brake my heart I shed a million tears. Now i'll say once more...How does it feel when your tears freeze? All I see; tears come and go; It's the memories that kill you....Tears drop when I need you the most.

]]> Buzznet 42401 2008-06-10T16:35:00Z <![CDATA[ME...]]> http://42401.buzznet.com/user/journal/2438881/ ME
hate ME
chase ME
say To ME "I luv U"!
take ME
tell ME
taunt ME
tease ME
help ME
abuse ME
NO shame on ME!
Shame on U!
pull the trigger on me...
from the beginning...
"we were in love"
one step closer...
"i heard the lies"
to the END!
"i believed them and so it's over with"


WHY?

]]> Buzznet 42401 2008-05-31T09:46:00Z <![CDATA[She's living in lies by: ME!]]> http://42401.buzznet.com/user/journal/1613731/ Sick of crying…tired of trying, yeah she’s smiling, but inside she’s dying. Dead in her mind and cold to the bone, she opened her eyes and saw she was alone. Ideals and thoughts spill constantly from open mouths with their eyes sewn shut. Trapped inside this thing called life. Wish everything worked in REAL life. She asks, “Would you even care”? Guess not, you were never really there. Hiding from life, living a lie, never been taught, don’t label her she can’t be bought. Getting ready to jump, now ketch her when she falls, if not, go to HELL! Now whom can she trust anymore?

]]> Buzznet 42401 2008-01-06T09:16:00Z <![CDATA[gettin ready......]]> http://42401.buzznet.com/user/journal/1562001/ i'm gettin ready to jump now so ketch me when i fall, and if u don't go to hell!

 

 

random but so true!

]]> Buzznet 42401 2007-12-28T22:25:00Z <![CDATA[What is love? (poem)]]> http://42401.buzznet.com/user/journal/1199701/ What is love? Love is just another way to get hurt...to suffer the pain and agony that lover has caused.Love is to take the blame for lifes bringings. To slowley die as abuse is gaining, and your spirit is fading. The faith you stored is now hope...hope for a sign, a sign of alright. Love isn't always like this..but as most people see it in their eyes. So if you fall...blame it on love. Or if you rise, know it's because a happy life, a nice relationship. Don't get into a mess that you can't clean up...like a broken heart...it can not be put back together...once it's torn...your out of hope. Can a broken heart be sewn together? NO! It will just fall back apart. Can a broken heart be glued back together? NO! It will just melt. Can a broken heart be because of love? YES!

 

To be continued............

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